INDEED, heartbreaking ang rebelasyon ni Saab Magalona sa kanyang blog na ipinost kahapon, March 6. Little did everyone knew that she and husband Jim Bacarro lost their baby girl last February at sobrang nakakadurog talaga ng puso ang kuwento niya kung gaano kasakit ang pinagdaanan nila.
Maging ang asawa niya ay sinabing hindi pang-tao ang kanilang pinagdadaanan at du’n pa lang, sapat na para madurog ang puso mo.
Matatandaang ang huli nating nabalitaan kay Saab late last year ay kambal ang pinagbubuntis niya. In fact, last January ay hindi siya nakadalo sa kasal ng kapatid niyang si Maxene dahil pinagbawalan daw siya ng kanyang doktor na mag-travel hangga’t hindi pa siya nakakapanganak.
Base sa kanyang blog, nakapanganak na siya last February and she lost their baby girl, habang ang kakambal namang lalaki ay kasalukuyan pang nasa intensive care unit (ICU).
Narito ang kabuuan ng nilalaman ng post ni Saab sa kanyang blog:
“This might be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. I’ve stayed silent because I think I’ve been in denial. I thought keeping it to ourselves would make this whole thing unreal.
“This last month, I was in and out of the ICU and I almost didn’t make it.
“On February 8, we lost our baby girl. Our baby boy is still in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit. The doctors initially said he was in critical condition. He has fought through so many complications and had to undergo surgery and is thankfully doing much better today.
“So many things happened in the last month. There are so many people we could blame and be angry with, but each time we hold our boy, we think otherwise. He’s been fighting to be part of this world and it’s our responsibility to make it one that is forgiving — one that tries to see the best in other people.
“Jim says “hindi pang-tao yung pinagdadaanan natin.”
“That’s why we can only thank God for helping us get through the pain and lifting the anger from our hearts.
“We thank you for your concern and we ask that you continue to pray for our family, especially for our angel and for our baby boy.
“Today also marks the 9th death anniversary of my dad. I know he will be looking after his apo.
“We are taking it one day at a time, focusing on all the good things we are blessed with. I am still alive, I have a strong and loving husband, and God has shown us so many miracles through our little boy.
“Publishing this means that this whole thing is real but I can’t keep her a secret for much longer. I need to honor her. She was such a beautiful girl and we believe she gave her life for me and her twin brother.
“This whole time, we’ve been nervous about bringing children into this scary world and in an instant, our world was turned upside down.
“Despite this tragedy, we have encountered so many heroes and kind people. We are thankful for family, for the doctors and nurses in the NICU, ICU and maternity ward, for the other babies and parents in the NICU that inspire us, for the strangers that smile at us. If you look hard enough, this doesn’t have to be such a scary world after all.
“I know we’ll make it through.”