Sharon pinasan ang daigdig
NI: VINIA VIVAR
Muli ay nagbahagi si Sharon Cuneta sa kanyang Instagram account ng kanyang nakaraan on her Instagram account.
Nag-post siya ng larawan niya sa pelikulang “Jack en Jill” with Herbert Bautista at sa caption, she recalled na ito raw ang huling pelikula na ginawa niya na buo pa ang marriage niya with Gabby Concepcion.
Pagkatapos daw nito ay ginawa niya ang Pasan ko ang Daigdig at dito raw ay pinasan niya talaga ang mundo sa totoong buhay. It was during this time kasi nang maghiwalay sila ni Gabby.
“Jack en Jill with later to be and now former Mayor of Quezon City, Herbert Bautista as Jill. 1987. The last movie I did while my first marriage was intact. After this, I did Pasan Ko Ang Daigdig. Pinasan ko talaga ang Daigdig sa totoong buhay noon.
“Pinakapayat na naabot ko. At 5’6” tall, I weighed 109 lbs. and had a 23” waistline. I couldn’t eat. Or sleep,” ang pagbabalik-tanaw ni Sharon.
Ang ginawa raw niya ay nagtrabaho nang nagtrabaho at ginawang inspirasyon ang anak nila ni Gabo na si KC Concepcion.
“But as you know, I wasn’t born or raised to be self-destructive. Having lost my marriage, I did everything – almost to the point of almost throwing up blood – because I used my work as a major distraction and KC as my one inspiration to excel in my work.”
Hindi raw siya tumigil hanggang hindi nagiging number 1 at dito na nga niya nakamit ang titulong Megastar.
“I didn’t stop until the public acknowledged me as being number 1 in the business, sealing my title of “Megastar” which the press had Christened me with. But what a way to get there,” aniya.
She also recalled na habang namamayagpag siya that time sa tagumpay ay siyang pagkawala ng kanyang sense of self-worth and self-esteem, pati na rin ang kakayahang magtiwa’t umibi na muli.
“Gained so much in my career, lost everything including my sense of self-worth, my self-esteem, and my trust in people and in falling in love. And my precious, loving, hopeful and trusting heart was shattered into a million pieces, which I forced myself to pick up, piece by painful piece, and glue back together.
“All I had was KC. Everything, every sacrifice was for her. Always HER first,” she went on.
“But how does a single mother achieve 100% in both her work and in spending time with her child? Kulang na lang hatiin ko katawan ko. I had to put food on the table, pay her tuition fees in the best schools in the country, buy her beautiful things, give her a home, albeit incomplete, missing a father.
“I refused to rely on my parents who were insisting I just come home to them, because I wanted to set an example to KC to be able to rely on one’s self and not on any man to live,” pagbabahagi pa ni Mega.
As a mom ay ginawa na raw niya ang lahat-lahat ng makakaya for KC at maging sa pagpili ng kanyang mapapangasawang muli ay ang anak pa rin daw ang kanyang isina-alang-alang.
“I did my best. Kung may kulang pa, hindi ko na poproblemahin yon. Basta ako alam kong I did EVERYTHING for her. Alam ni God yon. Pati sa pagpili ng mapapangasawa uli, una kong inisip ang magiging mabuting ama sa kanya over sa magiging mabuting asawa sa akin. Lahat.
“God knows everything. I gave it my best. I can live with that peacefully until the day I die,” pagtatapos ni Sharon. (Vinia Vivar)